SS1's week trip was midway through SS2's 6 week trip. Shortly after we picked SS1 up from the airport, DH and SS1 took a road trip to visit DH's parents. DH called me from the road - he'd about had it. SS1 had spent 4 hours complaining about his trip. It would take hours to type up all of it, and almost all of it we can't do anything about anyway. However...
...DH starts asking me about whip-its. I'm like, what? He had no idea either, he just said SS1 was pissed about it. So on the internet I go. Ready for this?
Whip-its: using a whipped cream can to suck out the gas which dispenses the whipped cream to get high. In other words, HUFFING. We'd talked to the boys about huffing in the past, but in relation to chemicals like cleaning products or stuff you would find in a garage. But we hadn't even heard of using whipped cream containers.
When DH and SS1 got back from their trip a couple weeks later, we talked to SS1 about it some more. Apparently, SS1 asked BM why there were 8 empty whipped cream containers in her fridge. She then proceeds to tell the boys how cool it is, shows them how to do it, and tells them that her and Perpetual Fiance do it often. Then she tells them to try it. WTF?
As if that wasn't enough, she bought SS1 a pack of cigarettes!
After the shock of it all wore off, DH and I got some advice from several sources. We talked to a couple close friends - same reaction as ours. We talked to our local police chief, who had gotten to know SS1 very well right after his friend's suicide. He offered to come over to the house with the DARE officer to discuss the dangers with the boys, which they followed through on. Did you know you can die instantly from huffing? Of course, MOTY told the boys it was safe because it is the same gas they use at the dentist. Ummmm, I'm pretty sure dentists are licensed to administer that drug. I also posted on a message board I regularly frequent, and the responses were quite in line with what we were planning. After SS2 arrived home, we contacted CPS. Both boys told the investigator what had happened, and we stressed to the boys this was not about getting their mom in trouble, but protecting their sister. If SS1 was there a week and witnessed the huffing, imagine how often their sister sees it happening! She's 8. Even SS2 at 14 didn't realize how serious this is. DH and I would feel awful if we knew that was going on there and something tragic happened. Because we are in different states, the investigation is still ongoing, and of course the Friday before the Monday we talked to the investigator BM left a message on DH's phone saying they are moving back to FormerHomeState, and then moving to one of two other states. So she's on the move, and it may take a while for CPS to catch up to her.
She has not yet given us her new address, so the boys will not be making any trips anytime soon. We're sure she is expecting them at Christmas, but if the case is still open when it is time to make the travel arrangements (early November), we will be doing what we need to do in court to make sure they do not go. Our lawyer finds it very unlikely that the Marital Master would force a trip with an open case with CPS regarding drug use, especially since it is against our court order. Huffing is also against the law in BM's state where this happened, a misdemeanor to do it, a felony to supply chemicals to another to do it. She did both. If there is a CPS finding, criminal charges may follow shortly.
Or, things could go as they usually do when dealing with a PEW, everyone looks the other way...
September 30, 2009
Final Hearing and Parenting Plan
Final hearing was set for the end of May. Of course, BM waits until the last minute to contact our lawyer to settle. But whatever. Our plan worked, asking for sole decision making completely tweaked her out, and she agreed to everything else in the parenting plan, as long as joint decision making remained. Ummm, yeah. There was no way DH would get sole decision making. But thanks for walking right into that one. You can find the final parenting plan below, with my favorite parts in bold ; )
At the hearing, BM rambles on about the boys' phone again. She told the judge the phone was on my computer. Huh? DH explained the boys' have their own hand held Skype phone with their own voice mail. Marital Master asked DH if he would be willing to tell the boys to call BM if she hasn't heard from them in a week. DH said no problem, but it is not in the order.
This parenting plan is: Proposed by DH and BM
This parenting plan is: Changing a prior final parenting plan or a prior final
custody/visitation order.
This parenting plan is for the following children born to the parties:
SS1, SS2
A. Decision-Making Responsibility:
1. Major Decisions: Both parents maintain joint
decision making responsibility and share in the responsibility for making
major decisions about the children.
2. Day-to-Day Decisions: Each parent shall make day-to day decisions for
the children during the time he/she is caring for the children. In “life threatening”
emergency decisions affecting the health or safety of the
children, the parent who makes the decision will notify the other parent
within 3 hours of the emergency, with a description of the incident,
treatment center name and phone number, and confirmation that
insurance information has been provided to the treatment center. All non
life threatening medical treatment must have prior approval of the child’s
primary care physician in the primary residence location.
B. Residential Responsibility & Parenting Schedule:
1. Routine Schedule: DH will continue to be the primary
residential parent. The children shall negotiate their own visitation
schedule, including no less than two visitations per year with their mother,
BM.
2. Holiday and Birthday Planning: No holiday and birthday schedule shall
apply. The routine schedule set forth above shall apply.
3. Three-day weekends: No three-day weekend schedule shall apply. The
routine schedule set forth above shall apply.
4. Vacation Schedule: No vacation schedule shall apply. The routine
schedule set forth above shall apply.
5. Supervised Parenting Time: Not Applicable
6. Other Parental Responsibilities: Each parent shall promote a healthy,
beneficial relationship between the child(ren) and the other parent and
shall not demean or speak out negatively in any manner that would
damage the relationship between either parent and the child(ren). Neither
parent shall permit the child(ren) to be subjected to persons abusing
alcohol or using illegal drugs. This includes the abuse of alcohol or the
use of illegal drugs by the parent.
C. Legal Residence of a Child for School Attendance:
The children shall attend school in the school district where the parent with
primary residential responsibility resides. Under this plan, that parent is DH.
D. Transportation and Exchange of the Children:
All parties shall receive notification of travel dates no less than 45 days prior to
the beginning of the visitation period. DH will be financially
responsible for 2 visitations per child per year. Once travel arrangements are made, there will be no changes in departure/return dates or destinations. Only flights cancelled by the airline will be rebooked by the purchasing party.
E. Information Sharing and Access, Including Telephone and Electronic Access:
Both parents have equal rights to inspect and receive the child(ren)’s school
records, and both parents are encouraged to consult with school staff concerning
the child(ren)’s welfare and education. Both parents are encouraged to
participate in and attend the child(ren)’s school events.
Both parents have equal rights to inspect and receive governmental agency and
law enforcement records concerning the child(ren).
Both parents have equal rights to consult with any person who may provide care
or treatment for the child(ren) and to inspect and receive the child(ren)’s medical,
dental or psychological records, subject to other statutory restrictions.
Each parent has a continuing responsibility to provide a residential, mailing, or
contact address and contact telephone number to the other parent.
1. Parent-Child Telephone Contact: The children shall be given privacy
during their conversations with either parent. The children are at an age that
they can decide the frequency of initiating phone contact and returning phone
calls. While in the care of DH, the children are provided their own
telephone and telephone line, with voicemail for BM to access. While in
the care of BM, a call will be made by DH to her phone once
a week to speak to the children, with the children being able to determine
frequency of any other calls. On school nights, telephone calls will cease 10
minutes before each child’s usual bedtime.
2. Parent-Child Written Communications: Both parents and children shall
have the right to communicate in writing or by emailing (as available) during
reasonable hours.
F. Relocation of a Residence of a Child:
The relocation of a child’s residence in which s/he lives at least 150 days per
year is governed by RSA 461-A:12. In general, either parent may move the
child’s residence if it results in the parents living closer and if it will not affect the child’s school enrollment. Prior to relocating the child’s residence farther from the other parent or in such a way that school enrollment will be impacted, the parent
shall provide reasonable notice to the other parent. For purposes of this section,
60 days notice shall be presumed to be reasonable unless other factors are
found to be present. At the request of either parent, the court shall hold a hearing
on the relocation issue.
G. Procedure for Review and Adjustment of Parenting Plan:
Any agreed-on changes, on an as needed basis, shall be written down, signed by
both and filed with the court by DH. (Each should keep a copy.) Any
such agreements may not be revoked or changed without subsequent written
agreement by both parties. Any violations of written agreements filed with the
court will be considered contempt of this order.
H. Method(s) for Resolving Disputes:
In the future, if a parent requests to alter the parenting plan and the other parent
declines, it is the responsibility of the requesting parent to seek the help of a
neutral third party to assist them, and the requesting party is responsible for any
charges that may be incurred. Only if the parents are unable to work out the
disagreement after seeking third party assistance will they ask the court to decide
the issue. If necessary, upon request of either party, a mutually agreeable
neutral third party can assist with the visitation negotiation process. The
requesting party is responsible for any charges that may be incurred.
I. Other Parenting Agreements:
1. Contact between BM and DH will be by written
communication or voice mail messages, unless dealing with emergency
medical or flight rebookings due to a flight being cancelled by the airline.
Email communications for day to day issues will be acceptable.
2. Upon obtaining a driver’s license, the child(ren) will be listed as an
insured driver on BM’s insurance policy or she shall not allow the
child(ren) to operate a motor vehicle during her parenting time.
This summer, SS1 went to BM's for 1 week. SS2 went for 6 weeks (a far cry from the "whole summer" she demanded last year ; ) We have a feeling next year he will only go out for 4 weeks, he thought 6 weeks was too long - not surprising since his main activity was babysitting his sister day in and day out.
For the most part, the time the boys were there was uneventful for us. We did receive one call from the pediatrician letting us know that BM had called AGAIN about trying to get SS2's thyroid tested. Pediatrician let her know that if there were any concerns, she would discuss it with DH after SS2 got back. We had dropped off the order in her office before the boys left, so she was well aware that BM needed her approval for anything. By the way, since last summer's thyroid fiasco, SS2 gained only 3 pounds in a year and grew almost and inch and a half. He came back from 6 weeks with BM this summer 20 pounds heavier. Me thinks it has little to do with his thyroid. Get a clue.
Since this order has been in place, BM had violated several parts. What's it been, 4 months?
1) She had SS1 drive this summer, and he is not on her insurance.
2) She spent the whole first day of SS1's trip ranting about DH and everything from the past she could sqeeze in. SS1 finally told her it has nothing to with him and he didn't want to hear about it. I'm sure SS2 got an earful too, but he's under strict instructions not to discuss anything with us, though.
2) She and the boys used an illegal drug TOGETHER. See next post...
At the hearing, BM rambles on about the boys' phone again. She told the judge the phone was on my computer. Huh? DH explained the boys' have their own hand held Skype phone with their own voice mail. Marital Master asked DH if he would be willing to tell the boys to call BM if she hasn't heard from them in a week. DH said no problem, but it is not in the order.
This parenting plan is: Proposed by DH and BM
This parenting plan is: Changing a prior final parenting plan or a prior final
custody/visitation order.
This parenting plan is for the following children born to the parties:
SS1, SS2
A. Decision-Making Responsibility:
1. Major Decisions: Both parents maintain joint
decision making responsibility and share in the responsibility for making
major decisions about the children.
2. Day-to-Day Decisions: Each parent shall make day-to day decisions for
the children during the time he/she is caring for the children. In “life threatening”
emergency decisions affecting the health or safety of the
children, the parent who makes the decision will notify the other parent
within 3 hours of the emergency, with a description of the incident,
treatment center name and phone number, and confirmation that
insurance information has been provided to the treatment center. All non
life threatening medical treatment must have prior approval of the child’s
primary care physician in the primary residence location.
B. Residential Responsibility & Parenting Schedule:
1. Routine Schedule: DH will continue to be the primary
residential parent. The children shall negotiate their own visitation
schedule, including no less than two visitations per year with their mother,
BM.
2. Holiday and Birthday Planning: No holiday and birthday schedule shall
apply. The routine schedule set forth above shall apply.
3. Three-day weekends: No three-day weekend schedule shall apply. The
routine schedule set forth above shall apply.
4. Vacation Schedule: No vacation schedule shall apply. The routine
schedule set forth above shall apply.
5. Supervised Parenting Time: Not Applicable
6. Other Parental Responsibilities: Each parent shall promote a healthy,
beneficial relationship between the child(ren) and the other parent and
shall not demean or speak out negatively in any manner that would
damage the relationship between either parent and the child(ren). Neither
parent shall permit the child(ren) to be subjected to persons abusing
alcohol or using illegal drugs. This includes the abuse of alcohol or the
use of illegal drugs by the parent.
C. Legal Residence of a Child for School Attendance:
The children shall attend school in the school district where the parent with
primary residential responsibility resides. Under this plan, that parent is DH.
D. Transportation and Exchange of the Children:
All parties shall receive notification of travel dates no less than 45 days prior to
the beginning of the visitation period. DH will be financially
responsible for 2 visitations per child per year. Once travel arrangements are made, there will be no changes in departure/return dates or destinations. Only flights cancelled by the airline will be rebooked by the purchasing party.
E. Information Sharing and Access, Including Telephone and Electronic Access:
Both parents have equal rights to inspect and receive the child(ren)’s school
records, and both parents are encouraged to consult with school staff concerning
the child(ren)’s welfare and education. Both parents are encouraged to
participate in and attend the child(ren)’s school events.
Both parents have equal rights to inspect and receive governmental agency and
law enforcement records concerning the child(ren).
Both parents have equal rights to consult with any person who may provide care
or treatment for the child(ren) and to inspect and receive the child(ren)’s medical,
dental or psychological records, subject to other statutory restrictions.
Each parent has a continuing responsibility to provide a residential, mailing, or
contact address and contact telephone number to the other parent.
1. Parent-Child Telephone Contact: The children shall be given privacy
during their conversations with either parent. The children are at an age that
they can decide the frequency of initiating phone contact and returning phone
calls. While in the care of DH, the children are provided their own
telephone and telephone line, with voicemail for BM to access. While in
the care of BM, a call will be made by DH to her phone once
a week to speak to the children, with the children being able to determine
frequency of any other calls. On school nights, telephone calls will cease 10
minutes before each child’s usual bedtime.
2. Parent-Child Written Communications: Both parents and children shall
have the right to communicate in writing or by emailing (as available) during
reasonable hours.
F. Relocation of a Residence of a Child:
The relocation of a child’s residence in which s/he lives at least 150 days per
year is governed by RSA 461-A:12. In general, either parent may move the
child’s residence if it results in the parents living closer and if it will not affect the child’s school enrollment. Prior to relocating the child’s residence farther from the other parent or in such a way that school enrollment will be impacted, the parent
shall provide reasonable notice to the other parent. For purposes of this section,
60 days notice shall be presumed to be reasonable unless other factors are
found to be present. At the request of either parent, the court shall hold a hearing
on the relocation issue.
G. Procedure for Review and Adjustment of Parenting Plan:
Any agreed-on changes, on an as needed basis, shall be written down, signed by
both and filed with the court by DH. (Each should keep a copy.) Any
such agreements may not be revoked or changed without subsequent written
agreement by both parties. Any violations of written agreements filed with the
court will be considered contempt of this order.
H. Method(s) for Resolving Disputes:
In the future, if a parent requests to alter the parenting plan and the other parent
declines, it is the responsibility of the requesting parent to seek the help of a
neutral third party to assist them, and the requesting party is responsible for any
charges that may be incurred. Only if the parents are unable to work out the
disagreement after seeking third party assistance will they ask the court to decide
the issue. If necessary, upon request of either party, a mutually agreeable
neutral third party can assist with the visitation negotiation process. The
requesting party is responsible for any charges that may be incurred.
I. Other Parenting Agreements:
1. Contact between BM and DH will be by written
communication or voice mail messages, unless dealing with emergency
medical or flight rebookings due to a flight being cancelled by the airline.
Email communications for day to day issues will be acceptable.
2. Upon obtaining a driver’s license, the child(ren) will be listed as an
insured driver on BM’s insurance policy or she shall not allow the
child(ren) to operate a motor vehicle during her parenting time.
This summer, SS1 went to BM's for 1 week. SS2 went for 6 weeks (a far cry from the "whole summer" she demanded last year ; ) We have a feeling next year he will only go out for 4 weeks, he thought 6 weeks was too long - not surprising since his main activity was babysitting his sister day in and day out.
For the most part, the time the boys were there was uneventful for us. We did receive one call from the pediatrician letting us know that BM had called AGAIN about trying to get SS2's thyroid tested. Pediatrician let her know that if there were any concerns, she would discuss it with DH after SS2 got back. We had dropped off the order in her office before the boys left, so she was well aware that BM needed her approval for anything. By the way, since last summer's thyroid fiasco, SS2 gained only 3 pounds in a year and grew almost and inch and a half. He came back from 6 weeks with BM this summer 20 pounds heavier. Me thinks it has little to do with his thyroid. Get a clue.
Since this order has been in place, BM had violated several parts. What's it been, 4 months?
1) She had SS1 drive this summer, and he is not on her insurance.
2) She spent the whole first day of SS1's trip ranting about DH and everything from the past she could sqeeze in. SS1 finally told her it has nothing to with him and he didn't want to hear about it. I'm sure SS2 got an earful too, but he's under strict instructions not to discuss anything with us, though.
2) She and the boys used an illegal drug TOGETHER. See next post...
Anyone seen my drugs?
So, in addition to the info about the disorderly conduct arrest, there were a few other interesting police reports. The police had been called a couple times to deal with prescription drug issues. One call must have been made by a neighbor because BM was mid-rant when the cop showed up. Perpetual Fiance was extremely calm, as the officer made a point of mentioning how calm he was and how out of control BM was. She was ranting about Perpetual Fiance flushing her prescription meds down the toilet.
The other call was BM reporting that Perpetual Fiance had stolen her medicine a few months apart from the other incident. This officer actually called her Dr. about it. Guess what the Dr. said. He's not surprised, that this is not the first time BM has told him stories about things happening to her prescriptions.
Guess what the police did? Nada.
Now we know that BM's parents have already tried to detox her a couple times because they told us. We suspect she has multiple doctors with multiple prescriptions, and they don't know about each other. Pain killers are her passion. When the boys were younger, they would comment about how one whole cabinet in the kitchen was filled with orange bottles. BM conveniently made a point of telling DH before Christmas that Perpetual Fiance would not be around during the boys' time out there, as he was trying to get off prescription drugs and she couldn't handle having him around (she told the boys he was looking for a job in another state). Now that is calling the kettle black. Frankly, I wouldn't be surprised if Perpetual Fiance HAD to drug himself to get through a day with her. But make no mistake about it, BM is the addict. Can you say projection? DH and I think things were not going well between BM and Perpetual Fiance, and she made some kind of deal with him that if he would get lost for a week or so, she'd (fill in the blank with any unkept promise). She could not afford to have an incident while the boys were there as we were mid-case in court. She could sleep the days away and no one would be on her case. SS1 and SS2 spent a lot of time playing with their sister outside when BM wasn't "feeling" good. You get the picture.
And what do you know - a couple days after the boys left, Perpetual Fiance was back. Surprise, Surprise.
The other call was BM reporting that Perpetual Fiance had stolen her medicine a few months apart from the other incident. This officer actually called her Dr. about it. Guess what the Dr. said. He's not surprised, that this is not the first time BM has told him stories about things happening to her prescriptions.
Guess what the police did? Nada.
Now we know that BM's parents have already tried to detox her a couple times because they told us. We suspect she has multiple doctors with multiple prescriptions, and they don't know about each other. Pain killers are her passion. When the boys were younger, they would comment about how one whole cabinet in the kitchen was filled with orange bottles. BM conveniently made a point of telling DH before Christmas that Perpetual Fiance would not be around during the boys' time out there, as he was trying to get off prescription drugs and she couldn't handle having him around (she told the boys he was looking for a job in another state). Now that is calling the kettle black. Frankly, I wouldn't be surprised if Perpetual Fiance HAD to drug himself to get through a day with her. But make no mistake about it, BM is the addict. Can you say projection? DH and I think things were not going well between BM and Perpetual Fiance, and she made some kind of deal with him that if he would get lost for a week or so, she'd (fill in the blank with any unkept promise). She could not afford to have an incident while the boys were there as we were mid-case in court. She could sleep the days away and no one would be on her case. SS1 and SS2 spent a lot of time playing with their sister outside when BM wasn't "feeling" good. You get the picture.
And what do you know - a couple days after the boys left, Perpetual Fiance was back. Surprise, Surprise.
Disorderly Conduct
After pre-trial, some information came light that we needed to investigate. Apparently Perpetual Fiance had been arrested and charged with Disorderly Conduct. We frequently check the state's online court records databases for whichever state BM happens to be living in at the moment. Only found things a few times, but lo and behold, we had a hit again this spring. We called the local police dept to get the police report from the incident, and come to find out, there have been several calls to BM's address since she has been in this state. So we requested copies of all of them. The only one we could not get was the one regarding the disorderly conduct, as it was still an open case. So we fired off a letter to the judge in the case, letting him know that there were minor children that visited the home and that DH had concerns about their safety, that we were unable to get a report from the police, and would his Honor be willing to release the info to DH. A couple weeks later, we get a letter from the judge, along with copies of the charges and description about what happened. The funny part was, the judge cc'd Perpetual Fiance and the DA, which of course is only proper. Not surprisingly, once BM found out we found out about what was going on in the house, settlement came very quickly!
According to the report, Perpetual Fiance had gone out to have some drinks, apparently stayed out past his "curfew", BM starts arguing with him when he gets home and threatens to call the police (which is her first line of attack when she doesn't get what she wants). Perpetual Fiance grabbed the phone from her, BM claims he hit her in the face, and then she proceeds to actually call the cops on him. The officer was very explicit about the fact that SS1 and SS2's 8 year old sister was hysterical when the officer arrived and had heard the whole argument. Perpetual Fiance arrested (in the state they live in, if the police come out to your house for a disturbance, someone MUST go to jail). The report was taken in the wee hours of the morning, I wouldn't doubt on a school night. I'm sure SS1 and SS2's sister had a great day at school the next day. Not surprisingly, once BM made her point (don't you dare do anything I disapprove of or I will make you pay), she tried to have the charges dropped, but, alas, that just wasn't in the cards. Perpetual Fiance had to go to court, they put the case on file, which means as long as he does his "Anger Management" and stays out of trouble for a year, the charges go away.
Of course, we have no idea what really happened that night, but from our experiences and more specifically DH's experiences with her, we have a pretty good guess. Perpetual Fiance had had enough of her shit, went out with some friends, came home too late for her liking, she laid in on him and threatened this and that, and then when he DARED to pull the phone away from her because she was over-reacting, her lesson teaching instincts went into overdrive. What is stupid about the whole situation is that 1) she should have been the one spending the night in jail, 2) Perpetual Fiance is an adult and can go out and have a few drinks whenever he wants to, 3) and Mommy of the Year awards typically do not go out to mothers of 8 year olds up in the wee hours of the morning being subjected to their mother's tirades.
Regardless...it was clear that nothing bad enough happened to make any difference with the boys' trips out there.
According to the report, Perpetual Fiance had gone out to have some drinks, apparently stayed out past his "curfew", BM starts arguing with him when he gets home and threatens to call the police (which is her first line of attack when she doesn't get what she wants). Perpetual Fiance grabbed the phone from her, BM claims he hit her in the face, and then she proceeds to actually call the cops on him. The officer was very explicit about the fact that SS1 and SS2's 8 year old sister was hysterical when the officer arrived and had heard the whole argument. Perpetual Fiance arrested (in the state they live in, if the police come out to your house for a disturbance, someone MUST go to jail). The report was taken in the wee hours of the morning, I wouldn't doubt on a school night. I'm sure SS1 and SS2's sister had a great day at school the next day. Not surprisingly, once BM made her point (don't you dare do anything I disapprove of or I will make you pay), she tried to have the charges dropped, but, alas, that just wasn't in the cards. Perpetual Fiance had to go to court, they put the case on file, which means as long as he does his "Anger Management" and stays out of trouble for a year, the charges go away.
Of course, we have no idea what really happened that night, but from our experiences and more specifically DH's experiences with her, we have a pretty good guess. Perpetual Fiance had had enough of her shit, went out with some friends, came home too late for her liking, she laid in on him and threatened this and that, and then when he DARED to pull the phone away from her because she was over-reacting, her lesson teaching instincts went into overdrive. What is stupid about the whole situation is that 1) she should have been the one spending the night in jail, 2) Perpetual Fiance is an adult and can go out and have a few drinks whenever he wants to, 3) and Mommy of the Year awards typically do not go out to mothers of 8 year olds up in the wee hours of the morning being subjected to their mother's tirades.
Regardless...it was clear that nothing bad enough happened to make any difference with the boys' trips out there.
Catching up...
Well, time has just flown by - unfortunately, life has gotten into the way of blogging about life, things have settled a bit, so I'm going to attempt to reconstruct the last 6 months or so.
Shortly after my last blog post in March, a close friend of SS1 committed suicide. SS1 had just been sitting with her on the bus ride home that day, and about 10 pm that evening, some of his friends drove over to tell him the news. We didn't see SS1 for about a week straight - all the kids took the week off of school until the memorial service and spent time together at the family's house. We live in a small town, and everything basically stopped for the close circle of friends. The next week after the memorial, when SS1 began to try to get into his routine, it became quite obvious that he was having a very difficult time. He ranted, he exploded, he went on and on about BM and the crappy things she has done, he pushed and pushed at DH and I, he wanted nothing to do with his brother, school, or hobbies he had previously enjoyed. He had counseling at school, we took him to his regular counselor, and even a month later, he was still struggling. His grades took a nose dive (he ended up failing one class that trimester), he sulked, answered questions in one word sentences, obsessed over pictures he had of his friend. Every time we would see the smallest glimmer of his old personality, it was gone. It was a long few months. Thankfully school let out in June, and summer was a welcome reprieve from trying to get SS1 to do ANYTHING. He worked a few odd jobs here and there, but other than that, he just hung out with his friends. Slowly, he seemed to be getting a grip, he would go for several days in a row without mentioning his friend, now he goes a couple weeks. He started going swimming, riding his 4 wheeler, joking with his brother. Things are much better now, he clearly still misses his friend, but he seems to have accepted that his life should go on, and that it is not disrespecting her memory to go and have a good time. What a sad, sad spring we had.
Shortly after my last blog post in March, a close friend of SS1 committed suicide. SS1 had just been sitting with her on the bus ride home that day, and about 10 pm that evening, some of his friends drove over to tell him the news. We didn't see SS1 for about a week straight - all the kids took the week off of school until the memorial service and spent time together at the family's house. We live in a small town, and everything basically stopped for the close circle of friends. The next week after the memorial, when SS1 began to try to get into his routine, it became quite obvious that he was having a very difficult time. He ranted, he exploded, he went on and on about BM and the crappy things she has done, he pushed and pushed at DH and I, he wanted nothing to do with his brother, school, or hobbies he had previously enjoyed. He had counseling at school, we took him to his regular counselor, and even a month later, he was still struggling. His grades took a nose dive (he ended up failing one class that trimester), he sulked, answered questions in one word sentences, obsessed over pictures he had of his friend. Every time we would see the smallest glimmer of his old personality, it was gone. It was a long few months. Thankfully school let out in June, and summer was a welcome reprieve from trying to get SS1 to do ANYTHING. He worked a few odd jobs here and there, but other than that, he just hung out with his friends. Slowly, he seemed to be getting a grip, he would go for several days in a row without mentioning his friend, now he goes a couple weeks. He started going swimming, riding his 4 wheeler, joking with his brother. Things are much better now, he clearly still misses his friend, but he seems to have accepted that his life should go on, and that it is not disrespecting her memory to go and have a good time. What a sad, sad spring we had.
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